1. I had my first blogger meet-up! It was lovely. The group included Rebecca (The Road Home), Ania (The 411 on the 418s), E (God's Plan is my Joy), and TCIE. It was as if I was chatting with old friends, even though I had never met any of them before (except TCIE). It was so nice to talk to ladies who completely understand what it's like to be infertile and Catholic. And since Rebecca had just had her surgery, we of course had to swap surgery and doctor stories. I wish they all lived closer so I could hang out with them more often. :)
2. I earned this:
I had my ultrasound (US) series. TCIE was so kind to let me stay at her house the entire week and a half. Hers is the only clinic besides the PPVI Institute itself where Dr. K would allow the series to be done. TCIE explained to me in detail what a NaPro US entails and why it has to be done by a NaPro-trained ultrasonographer. She told me they have tried to work with other ultrasound centers that are more conveniently located for out-of-town patients, but no one to date has been able to do a satisfactory job. Her clinic has a detailed worksheet that they've sent along with patients who go to outside centers, so you would think the ultrasonographer would be able to handle checking boxes and filling in blanks if it's all spelled out for them. Apparently that is not the case. Some things on the checklist are not taught in ultrasound school, and others are simply not part of the template report that many centers use, so it's too much work to make extra observations or measurements. TCIE said even when the patient holds a copy of the worksheet and asks for certain things while she is being wanded, the ultrasonographer still doesn't always cooperate. I understand now why Dr. K insisted I go to a NaPro ultrasonographer, and I am thankful I had the opportunity to do so.
Here's how my US series went. TCIE described it as an "ultrasonographer's nightmare." It doesn't seem THAT bad looking back...
CD6: I had my baseline US. It was the only one that included both a pelvic US (on the belly) and a vaginal US (internal). (The rest were vaginal only.) I completely forgot that I was supposed to have a full bladder for the pelvic US, but luckily I had drunk enough water that day that my bladder was full enough to proceed. A follicle on my left ovary was identified as the one that would likely progress toward ovulation. There was a shadowy area of my left ovary that looked suspiciously like an endometrioma (endometriosis on the ovary). I was told it doesn't necessarily interfere with pregnancy since they see endometriomas in pregnant patients sometimes... [Note: it turned out not be an endometrioma.]
CD9: I started to observe fertile mucus just before the US. The US showed that my cervix was dilated a tiny bit, and my endometrium was thicker than it was on CD6. These were good signs. (The endometrium is supposed to grow in thickness as you get closer to ovulation.) The follicle on the left ovary didn't grow at all since CD6.
CD11: This was the third day of good mucus. The US showed my cervix was dilated more and my endometrium was thicker than CD9. Progress! However, my follicle on the left ovary still hadn't grown at all. (Nothing was happening on the right either.) This was not consistent with my mucus, endometrium, and cervix status. At this point it was possible that 1) the follicle could have a quick growth spurt right before ovulation or 2) the follicle would be too small when it ruptured at ovulation. Still it was puzzling that I was having good mucus with zero follicle growth.
CD13: This was the fifth day of good mucus. I don't usually have more than five days in my mucus cycle, so I expected that the follicle would have grown by now. The US showed my endometrium was thicker than CD11, and my cervix was still dilated. Unfortunately, that silly follicle still did not grow one bit. This really didn't make any sense. Why was I having a normal mucus cycle, normal endometrium growth, normal cervix dilation, and zero follicle growth? Neither TCIE nor the doctor could explain it. When I spoke to DH on the phone, he joked that Dr. Hilgers should use me as a case report in his next book or presentation. I hoped someone would be able to figure out what was going on. I didn't particularly want to be a case report...I just wanted my ovaries to work! A few hours after the US, I had 10KL that stretched three inches. (Yes, I just wrote how much my mucus stretched. I have no shame.) :) I also had very obvious left-sided abdominal pain (mittelschmerz), which I have observed occasionally in past cycles. I mentioned this to TCIE in the evening.
CD14: TCIE told the doctor about my mittelschmerz and fabulous mucus from CD13. She called me and said that the doctor wanted to run some labs (estradiol, progesterone, FSH, LH) to see if that would give us a clue of what was going on. I drove to the clinic to have my blood drawn. The woman who drew my blood took one look at my arms and complimented me on my veins. (She had her pick of four easy-to-access veins.) Just about every phlebotomist who draws my blood comments that I have good veins. I wish I could take credit for them. hahaha At least it made one person's job easier.
CD15: It was Peak+1. I had a six-day mucus cycle, which is great. At least my cervix was on its best behavior this cycle. :) I wish I could say that about some other organs...namely my colon. Yes, my colon. You'll see why in a minute. The US showed my cervix was closing up, and the follicle was as dormant as ever. The blood work from CD14 was perfectly normal for someone who had just ovulated. The doctor was completely stumped. TCIE continued the US and guess what she found on the left ovary? A corpus luteum! (that's what the follicle becomes after ovulation) That meant I ovulated!! But the follicle we'd been watching since CD6 on the left ovary was still there. The corpus luteum was not near that follicle; it was in a separate location but still on the left side. What did this mean? I have a dumbbell-shaped left ovary. The corpus luteum was on the other half of the ovary. We had never seen this half of the ovary before this US. Apparently the half of the left ovary with the dormant follicle had very nice, clear borders so there was no reason to suspect that my ovary was dumbbell-shaped. So you might be wondering why the other half of my ovary didn't show up on any other US...that would be thanks to my very active, redundant colon. My colon has extra loops to it (a normal variant which I knew about before the series), and the loops covered up the half of my dumbbell ovary containing the follicle that eventually ruptured. For whatever reason, my colon decided to get out of the way on CD15 so we could see the corpus luteum. Silly colon. Unfortunately, we don't know how big the follicle got before it ruptured. Follicle size is important to know. (If the follicle is too small, it's not a good ovulation.) The corpus luteum looked "fresh" which meant I likely ovulated on CD14, which was consistent with the blood work. How's that for a textbook cycle?!? Ovulating on CD14 and Peak Day!! ;)
On the bright side, measuring follicles is something any ultrasonongrapher can do, so if Dr. K decides that she wants to know how big my follicle gets before ovulation, I could have that done locally.
3. DH was able to visit for a short time while I was having the US series done. We spent a whole day in New York City, which was a lot of fun even though there was snow and slush on the ground. It was his first time there. The timing of his visit was okay but not great in relation to ovulation. I don't think I can completely blame our not getting pregnant this cycle on the timing though (as much as I want to!). There's obviously something still wrong, and I wish we could figure out what it is. I still have lots of TEBB, so that's one thing to focus on yet. I am really curious about where Dr. K will want to go from here. I'll find out in a few days when I receive her feedback on my cycle review.
4. While I was staying with TCIE I visited these beautiful shrines, each with first class relics of the saint. I offered prayers for bloggers still waiting at each one.
National Shrine of St. Rita of Cascia in Philadelphia
St. Rita is a patron saint for infertility and hopeless cases. Her parents prayed for many years to have a child before St. Rita was born.
Shrine of St. Anne in New York City
St. Anne went through a period of infertility before becoming the mother of the Blessed Virgin Mary. She is a patron saint for those facing infertility.









I still feel so badly about that darn u/s series!! Goll-y! We almost missed JB's ovulation altogether, too! It took a trip to St Jude church to get her to ovulate before she had to leave the country!!
ReplyDeleteI think another good thing to glean from the series is in the future when you have u/ss done, tell the tech that your left ovary has two sections, one more lateral, which hides behind bowel. (Sometimes pushing down on the lower left side while wanding will bring it out.)
It was fun to have you, and R and I miss having an agreeable Phlegmatic around!!
I've been wondering about you! It was so so great to meet you and I'm so grateful to you and TCIE for driving so far to see us.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad that you were at least able to see the corpus luteum and didn't end up with a whole bunch of new questions - and yay for textbook!
I totally feel your frustrations on the TEBB and I'm also interested to hear what Dr. K tells you - it is on the top of my list of questions for Dr. S. next week.
Your photos of the shrines are beautiful and I'm glad you and your DH got to have some fun when he visited.
So great to read an update!
ReplyDeleteAs TCIE mentioned above, my U/S series was quite the adventure and yes it took a visit to an out-of-the-way parish (named St. Jude no less!) to make my silly ovulation happen.
I'm curious to see what Dr. K has to say!
Great update and wow what persistance!
ReplyDeleteI enjoyed meeting you, too! Sorry about the u/s series, what a blessing to have such a great u/sonographer. :)
ReplyDeleteWhen we were in NYC for our abx treatment with Dr. Toth, we went to the church with St. Anne's shrine everyday for mass. We were also venerated with her relic twice, I think she was instrumental to us conceiving. :)
It was great to meet you too! Glad to hear an update and that you got some answers with the u/s series. What is TEBB?
ReplyDeleteTEBB=tail-end brown bleeding; I have several days of it at the end of my period. Dr. K has been trying to figure out how to eliminate it, but nothing has helped so far.
Delete(P.S. I list the abbreviations I use on the right sidebar.)
Thanks, sometimes all the lingo is hard to keep track of!
DeleteIf I ever have to be wanded again, I'm going to TCIE. :) Glad it all worked out in the end. Those are some great pictures from those amazing shrines!!
ReplyDeleteDr. K is having me take "Zija" which is an anti-inflammatory medicine. I suffer from TEBB too, even since my surgery in Sept 2010. I take the Smart Mix powder. Its gross but ok. I've only been taking it for a month. Also, I'm taking Low Dose Naltrexone. Are you doing that? My body is an inflammation pit!
ReplyDeleteI'm SOOOOO glad your ovulation was textbook! And for your 6 days of super fab CM! It doesn't get any better than that ... other than to have TCIE wand you and stay at her house! and meet the other great blogger ladies! :-)
I'm on high dose naltrexone (50 mg) for my PMS.
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